I hope you are happy now tbh, i would love to tell you i’m doing just fucking great. Everything is amazing and i don’t even miss you in the slightest. If im honest, i don’t remember much of “us” as of lately, it feels good. i worked out how much you made me feel like shit, you never appreciated me and half the shit i did. I know you did a shit ton for me, more than i did for you and i really do thank you for that. Every last little thing, i thank you. well yeah, have a good life my dear.
is that at any moment, I could pack up all of my things, get on a plane or a train and just go. I have long lasting emotional attachments to people, but I’m so used to either having to leave the people I love behind, or those I care about walking away from me, that it barely bothers me any more….