today has been total shit, and its only getting worse.
Me and Ben broke up, again. This time tho its all kinds of fucked up. It started over something so stupid and small and just got really fucking big. i hate myself for it, but i also hate him. its for the good.
Due to this, i had to come home to my loving family. Mum is already crying because we just got back from the doctors. Mum said there was something wrong with my head, the doctor says im depressed and have been for years. I got some lovely anti depressants.
So Ben if you are reading this, its been confirmed, the docter says im “Fucked in the head” to (: